Fresh Start

I used to have a different blog but a lot has changed since then. I have gone into my second year of college, got more stressed than ever thought possible, had more meltdowns the Springfield power plant, almost had to get a restraining order on someone, made some new friends and started trying to become more normal, sociable, friendly, happy, outgoing, but it's not going very well. I am also trying to give up swearing, I am sick and tired of people looking at me like I am common scum and something off the bottom of their shoes. I am determined to change so that if I make it to university I will stand more of a chance of meeting people and not spending 4 years of my life entirely alone. I am also becoming more and more annoyed with people treating me like a slut just because I am not afraid to speak my mind, being open-minded about things does not make me slutty. Do I put out for everyone, No I don't, so don't treat me like I do.